Thursday, January 21st, 2010 at
6:51 pm
I think happiness forgot me a little bit… Taking a good friend to be together with his wife, in another dimension…
Of course I was sad, because I wanted to have visited him over and over again and to have learned from him the things he learned in this life.
He was a beloved neighbor, a shy 82 year old architect, who had lived alone since he became a widower. And there I was, at times, taking something very nice to eat! He was so skinny….
But he always said that I was spoiling him…
I liked to sit on that porch, swaying myself in his chair and making small talk, listening to the stories of our bay and how it was all at the beginning of last century.
Today I lost, but my loss is nothing more than a change of scenery, which is a natural part of the cycle of life…
I’ll try to be like the brave branches of this tree, which gave their farewell to their leaves.

You see…? Yesterday, a wonderful sunny day in the middle of the Texan winter. Today what they see above…
But I love the winter… And aren’t these trees here near home like a work of art? In the spring I’ll take pictures of them again and show them.

Cold gray days, with dense fog, albino… Are those that let you taste the sadness or moodiness.

And walking in winter is hard…

Winter is for staying inside the house anyway.
But everything is so beautiful… !

The other seasons give us hope, but the winter sometimes, reminds me of some people, those who we don’t even know if they really are human beings. Creepy.

In the winter we heat the house with the heat that we complain about so much in the summer.

But tomorrow everything should be well again, and even though happiness forgot me for a little while, I will not forget for a long time, much less completely.
I know that God is in control, and with all tragedies this month, even though my faith is ‘under fire’, I will not assume that silence from Him or His ‘apparent inactivity’ is evidence of His disinterest. It is He who knows all the mysteries.
Here are my typical components of a faith ‘under fire’: a turbulent event, an element of injustice, a silent God who could have done something but did not … Plus a lot of unanswered questions.
Have you ever been to this place…?
